New Year What's Up...

Today is the last day of 2009. Tomorrow is 2010. The new year of Julian calendar. New Year of Islamic Calendar year 1431 was 14 days ago. I know I haven't write much in this blog since 2008 though once I had a thought that I may write day to day of my life like other people since I can publish new entry from my email... But then as usual this girl call iejay always have her reason for not doing so. Her normal reason like... work load, have lots of other blog to update, busy with her manuscript, lots of book to read, lots of thing to watch and so on... Aiyaaa la this girl kan...

OK now I want to recap few things that happen to me since 2008 (Qada' what I haven't wrote here and what I still remember to write...)

• I've got the promotion to be permanent staff (but the salary still ciput). Thinking of find a new job but feel lazy to hassle and bustle again doing job application, job interview, get to know other people, etc...etc... I guess cukuplah rezeki yang ALLAH bagi ni...

• I am officially a fiction writer!!! I have a novel that has been published... Lagu Cinta which have been published by NBKara Sdn Bhd... MY 2nd book finished it already and Insya-ALLAH will be publishing by March 2010. Since I'm a small kid, I love books.... I'm still hold my dream to have a book collection like the one in Disney's Beauty and The Beast cartoon (the book shelf are up to the ceiling...huhuhu...) Like Reese Whiterspoon say, "I get crazy in a bookstore. It makes my heart beat hard because I want to buy everything...", so am I. But I never ever dream to write my own books. So unpredictable those from just suka-suka writing in one of my blog it become a career. But sometimes I hate it as I need to focus to achieve my target dateline, huh. But then Alhamdulillah, at least I've could earn extra pocket money.

• Ha, at the moment I'm still a single lady, unmarried, boyfriend-less... huhuhu... Well in May 2010 I'll turn 28... aaaaaa.... lots of my friend already married and have children... How I wish to be like them. I know ALLAH already set my jodoh somewhere somehow since I'm at LohMahfuz... And so I know that a good girl will get a good guy as her partner. Though I can't say I'm that too good but I'll always try to be good girl in order for me to get a good guy. And I'm waiting for my time to feel the gift of love that ALLAH has destine for me.

I'm kind of tired to get know guys or have crush on one where in the end I'm the one who will feel hurt. So as my usual rayuan gombal, If you are or you know any other guy who still single, non smokers, decent enough to be a good husband (have stable salary and can guide me to be a good muslimah) and looking for a wife, please come to my house (want my address? do contact me)... pinanglah saya... huhuhu... gatal! Hey this is serious okay... *I live in KL where there is no way any strangers to come and give a hand to marry me like what we always see in kampung. So it’s hard for me able to experience like that. How I wish I could say to my abah, "Abah pilih sahaja mana2 menantu yang abah nak akak kahwin and I'll totally agree with it."*

• I love shopping... been shopping like hell this past few years until my bank account always almost no balance at the end of month... I love to shop for Sara and Adi (my niece and nephew) and others... What to do if you are a girl and destine to be shopaholic? Oh, by the way I love Shopaholic series by Sophie Kinsella. And since I read her books I start to read other English books (mostly chick lit genre)… My fav writer? Sophie Kinsella of course, Isabel Wolff, Alexandra Potter, Matt Dunn, Jane Green...

• What I love? Since 2008 till now so far... Shopaholic, the above writers, Reese Witherspoon, Luke Wilson, Coffee Prince, Daniel Henney, Jared Padalecki, Milo Ventimiglia, Chad Michael Murray, Gong Yo, etc...etc... hahaha...

• I have generally been diagnosed with Spondylolisthesis at L4/L5 of my back bone on late October 2009. It do really pain when it strikes me. Now I've to depend on Celebrex, a pain killer that claim to be so good. My next appointment with Orthopedic Clinic HKL will be on 19 January 2010. (Lambatnya...) But the doctor say, even operation can't do much to my bone. The worst thing is because the pain is a rare thing to most people and it can't be seen with our own eyes, they (my family mostly) tend to think it’s nothing. But it's a pain that I can't describe the feeling. I guess I have to learn to live with it. My work attitudes kind of affected since I start feel the pain (around July/August 2009) because the pain mostly persists on morning (I always late to punch in, always take medical leave/emergency leave). Nowadays abah have to send me every day to office (though I have resolve not to menyusahkan abah anymore once upon a time ago) because I can't stand to take LRT in the morning. So I pray that one fine day it could be better.

• I guess there are nothing more to say about what have happened... Friends do come and go in my life... And I have use to it since I' little kid... So no argument on that. But to those my friend out there, I'm truly sorry if you feel I'm not being a good friend to you. I admit myself that I am always lack of friendly skill. If I don't contact you or poke you it doesn't mean I don't remember you. Deep in my heart you always be my friend if you still thought that so.

Finished rambling about past... So how about the future? What are my aims in 2010?

• I think about cut some weight as I had put lots of weight this past 2 years... All the diet programs are totally crap (seem not work out) for me. Maybe I could do some jogging tomorrow? Well we see what will happen then...
• Have boyfriend and get married... hahaha...
• Finished my third and next and next books for publish...
• Be a good daughter, more solehah lady, rajin sembahyang awal....
• Re-arrange my credit... Try to avoid shopping perhaps? huhuhu...
• Keep money and save my holiday so I could fly to California and meet my best friend Sharina...
• Further my study for Master program…
• Happiness!
• Etc...Etc...Etc... Can't think of anything more at the moment...

By the way…

Dear all I would like to take this opportunity to say I'm sorry if I ever hurt you take your belongings without permission and have any hutang with you... Please Halalkan whatever I owe you... And so am I in return... I always want to say like this (but I scared the word will be real soon... huhuhu what lah iejay ni kan...) just to remind myself that life is not longer. We never know when we will be call to HIM...