To End or Not To End

(picture credit: Sharina A. S - www.artly.org )

I don’t know what is happening to me now. It has been months I haven’t updating anything on this blog and lately I’ve become hardly to visit my own blog. I don’t know if I ever have a bad day or gray sky because everything seems fine to me. I still go to and back from work as usual. I’m still the one who looking forward to any chances having an MC or emergency leave from my work. I’m still the one who eagerly waiting the weekend to hit back on Monday morning. I’m still the old iejay that most of you know. So after few days of thinking over and over, I have come to this decision, a decision that come from nowhere; that I will hang the operation of this blog or perhaps close it if I have no more guts in next few months to update anything. I may come out with new website perhaps. Its not that I had receive any nasty comment or what so ever. It just that I don’t feel I want to regularly update my blog anymore. Maybe I won’t write anymore. Yeah, this is so me. I’m truly the one who only interested on something for a very short period, who likes to act as she is tough one though she’s not. However I’ll still blog hopping and leave comments on other bloggers blog as usual.

Maybe this is quarter life crisis, if I may call so. (FYI this term is existed in psychology though mid-life crisis is much more popular to the world and mostly all this kind of crisis will occur to male if to be compare with female.)

So this is the end. Thanks for all of your supports to this blog, my crap writing and me myself all this while. Perhaps I’ll be back, perhaps not…

Bad Day (Daniel Powter)

Where is the moment we needed the most

You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

They tell me your blue skies fade to gray

They tell me your passion's gone away

And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low

You're faking a smile with the coffee you go

You tell me your life's been way off line

You're falling to pieces every time

And I don't need no carryin' on

Because you had a bad day

You're taking one down

You sing a sad song just to turn it around

You say you don't know

You tell me don't lie

You work at a smile and you go for a ride

You had a bad day

The camera don't lie

You're coming back down and you really don't mind

You had a bad day

You had a bad day

Will you need a blue sky holiday?

The point is they laugh at what you say

And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day

You're taking one down

You sing a sad song just to turn it around

You say you don't know

You tell me don't lie

You work at a smile and you go for a ride

You had a bad day

The camera don't lie

You're coming back down and you really don't mind

You had a bad day

(Oooh.. a holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink

And the whole thing turns out wrong

You might not make it back and you know

That you could be well oh that strong

And I'm not wrong

(yeah...)

So where is the passion when you need it the most

Oh you and I

You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day

You're taking one down

You sing a sad song just to turn it around

You say you don't know

You tell me don't lie

You work at a smile and you go for a ride

You had a bad day

You've seen what you like

And how does it feel for one more time

You had a bad day

You had a bad day

Yours truly;

Little Picasso who has lost her Midas touch