My 50 Days Quests...

It's been sooooooooooooo long I haven't updated you blogspot..... I’m so lazy to change the layout and everything... after all I still keep you because you are my journal when I need a place to shout out so one fine day I may laugh back when I’m read it... hopefully....


Enough... Now back to the topic... MY 50 day quests! What is it? hmmm... mama and abah successfully arrived at Jeddah, Medina yesterday (22 nov 2007 @ 0100 hours Malaysia)... yup my abah and mama are doing their hajj now... they flight off on 21 nov 2007 @ 1135 hours from kelana jaya and will only be back to the family insyaallah by 10th January 2008.. it will be +/-50 days without mama and abah here... so that was my quests for...

Within this 50 days without abah and mama there are lots of thing I had to do on my own...

I have to manage all the house financials, bills, money that abah left for their child’s
I have to make sure my siblings especially my two younger brothers are fine during the 50 days...
abah give me the responsibility to keep all his and mama money, identity card, salary for his employee, monthly hire purchase payment for our perodua kembara
our house are clean and safe
my brothers do what they should do
all kitchen stock are enough for angah (my aunt) to cook
all the preparation for my brother to start back their school early January and new semester in mid December
etc...etc...duty that I should do...

So in conclusion I’ll be the master of the house for the next 50 days though I have an elder sister staying with me since she will be on and off for her outstation duty... previously I thought that I have to take the duty as 'Tukang Masak Diraja' for the 50 days... but since angah was here to accompany us... so I could rely on her to prepare my brother meals during the day and I could help her to prepare the food for dinner and weekend as when my mama is around...

Other than that I have to go to office by my own which is now I have to walk to putra wangsa maju to take the lrt... in emergency of being late I might drive the kembara to office (but then I’ll have problem with parking and massive traffic) or ask my brother to send me while he still around... anyhow it will be a good exercise for me to cut few pounds of my overweight (two and half years ago during the one and half month work with my*** outlet retail at masjid india I did losses few kgs when I walk every morning off to work) and I want to get use myself with this routine so I don’t have to burden abah anymore to send me to the setiawangsa putra station everyday when he back...

I'm aiming to cut down few kgs and slim down during the 50 days... mama always say I’m getting to look like my sis who already overweight... so mama hopefully when you back your lovely daughter are slimmer than before you go... *big grin*

During few days before and the last moments where they will leaving the house, there are lots of guest coming in and out... our cousins, immediate family, relatives and neighbor come to meet my Mama and Abah for the last time before their boarding... its quite tiring to clear the house back but I take it as good sign that everybody are blessing them since Mama and abah always being good to family and friends...

I do miss abah and mama a lottt... I do still cry when I pray for their safety and health over there...and even now there is tearing in my eyes... I miss mama appearance around the house...her babbling to me to do this and that... I miss mama cooking's... I miss to hear abah wake me up for subuh prayer and when I pretend that I don't hear... I miss abah voice every morning recite his Al-Quran that I give to him as present last year... I miss both of my mama and abah so much...I even feel like having fever since they gone...


Mama and Abah I’ll always pray for your safety and healthy there until you back here... hopefully both of you will get hajj mabrur... I still don’t want to lose you... I love both of you... please ALLAH, let me see their smile and hear their voice again this 10th January of 2008... I’ll promise to take a look on adik2 and fulfill the entire task that you give to me... I promise to try taking away all my stubbornness’... I want to forget and please forgive me for all the hatred feeling that I have in my heart towards both of you all this while...


Everyone who might read this, please pray for my Mama and Abah there...


p/s: why celcom can't roaming there... they already bought ample credit for their phone before leaving Malaysia that day so they can call their child’s.... the I-talk also not so efficient to be use there... duh!